Feeling like a bad wife

This pregnancy has had me all over the place and I feel so bad for my husband. He is such an amazing man and does so much for me and our son. I love him so much.

My hubby has a really high sex drive and this pregnancy has killed my labido. Not only do I just not feel horny, ever, but I have vulvar varicosities. Which hurt terribly after sex. I love having sex with my hubs but I don't want to be in anymore pain than I already am. I feel so guilty and wish I could do more for my hubby.

He doesn't like hand jobs, blow jobs make me want to puke right now and he doesn't like to masturbate. He'll grid against my booty but it's not the same as actually having sex. I'm so ready for this pregnancy to be over already and to want to get physical again.

On a positive note my hubby told me he would still be married to me even if we never had sex again. 😭 I love this guy so much.

Any encouragement, advice, or similar stories?