Abortion

I’m just so nervous. I just found out I’m pregnant with baby number 2 and my son will be 18 months when the baby is born. Their father is not very helpful and financially idk if I can do it. I keep going back and forth on whether I should keep the baby. I want to but I also don’t want to be a single mom of two. Such a hard decision I cry non stop about the choice. I want it but don’t want to have to struggle alone.