Still grieving after 5 months

I had an abortion at 7 weeks and 1 day

I’m now going to be getting my tubes tied because I know that I do not want kids now or in the future.

But sometimes I think back to how I could have kept it. I never knew the gender but me and my partner liked the name Oliver I decided I didn’t want to keep it because well me and my partner live in a garage.

Is it wrong of me to still grieve?