So confused

I am 27 years old. I just got let go of my job of 4 years, trying to refinance my house, trying to work on my relationship with my fiancé, while managing and trying to raise our 18 month old.

My fiancé works for himself, so he doesn’t have benefits or insurance. I just found out I’m pregnant. I am so confused. I don’t know how’d we’d ever make this work! We live in a tiny 2 bedroom house in Los Angeles, we have two huge dogs, no extra room. I used to be the breadwinner, until I got let go, and now we are struggling and now is a bad time. My family isn’t getting along with my fiancé, we are working on making our relationship actually work and I don’t know how I can bring another baby into this situation.

I’ve always wanted a second baby, especially so they can be close in age. But now is literally THE WORST timing ever.

I feel so guilty. I’m honestly more pro choice but right now, I can’t see this working or being right. Please give me some advice. That I’m not a monster for thinking about terminating the pregnancy. I’m so heartbroken but I know we can’t do this right now.

No judgement please. 😔