Could possibly have PCOS... :(

I haven't had a period since August 1st. I just scheduled my appointment to go to the doctor on Wednesday. PCOS runs in my family. My grandma had it and. My sister has it and she said it sounds like I do have it.. so ill know for sure on Wednesday. any ladies on here with PCOS? How did you cope with the news when you were first diagnosed? All I was doing was research on it yesterday and all I could do was cry.. I seen first hand with my sister how hard and painful it was to conceive my nephew... I know the emotional tole it puts on you.. but you never realize how hard it is till its possibly you.. how do you handle your emotions also? every time I talk about it I cry..