I’m A Bad Mom

I have a 5 week old baby and a 19 month old baby. Lately things have been getting very overwhelming. When I first got back from the hospital I kept catching myself crying because I felt bad like I am leaving my oldest out all the time. I wanted to find ways to include her so she still knows that I love her no matter what. Ever since the new baby’s been here I feel like there’s distance like I don’t do as much for her as I used to or I’m not giving her the proper love and care. Tonight I’ve been upset with their dad because he isn’t helping me out and while I was doing my homework my 19 month old just rolled out of the bed and busted her nose. It just made me cry so hard, I feel like a terrible mom. I wish I could do better but this is so hard.