Shattered...

So back in August I had a laparoscopy to treat my Endometriosis, knowing that after a laparoscopy is the best time for me to conceive my husband and I started talking about trying for number 3!

We had been actively trying for 2 months when I found out I had a benign tumour growing in my inner ear, pressing on my balance and hearing nerves, causing vertigo and hearing loss.

We have since been talking to my specialist about having surgery to remove it early in the new year, when 3 days ago I've realised we have slipped up and I'm pregnant!

Knowing that we were wanting another baby and I am pregnant but I need to not be so I can have surgery is the biggest kick in the guts... like really WTF 2020!!!

I am just absolutely guttered...