Bi???

Heads up, this is a long one

Sooo I might be bi and I’ve always questioned my sexuality since I was little (like 7-8 little), and the only way to actually know is if I get physical? I’ve never had a legitimate crush on a girl (I am a female, 19) but Lowkey i am a perve lol, like if I see some seductive/ teasing pics of a woman, it literally turns me on, (feel like women pics turn me on way more than men but I’m more attracted emotionally to men, if that makes sense) if I see a guy pic ofc I’m curious but if it’s a woman it’s a bit more. I think I’m more physically attracted to women than emotionally, where as for men I’ll be attracted to them physically as well but emotionally too (idk how to explain)

I am a virgin literally only kissed two guys and nothing beyond that, no “second base” NADA. But I’ve had this itch of getting physical with a girl since I could even imagine— a fantasy if you will.

So idk what to do exactly because I want to get back on tinder to find someone who I can be comfortable with enough to experiment, but I am currently talking to a guy who goes back to him hometown in two months (we’re not gonna date we’ve discussed). This guy and I are friends but we have genuine feelings for each other but sadly, he said it couldn’t happen or he wouldnt like to have something great and then “just leave” sooo we’re not dating( sorry, really felt like I needed to express my situation)

Haven’t talked to anyone about my sexual curiosity besides my bff— the only thing I said is yeah I “think” I would sleep with a woman or would maybe try a threesome, but it would depend on the girl(s). (Wouldn’t wanna sleep with my bff, no offense to her but I would never want to do something like that with her)

Help

What should I do? Should I just go ahead and try finding someone or just wait till he leaves?