Am I being selfish

For Christmas my husband didn't get me anything. I know he didn't because I'm always with him, he didn't even get me anything for our anniversary, I'm always the one buying gifts. So I didn't get him anything for our anniversary neither. But I was atleast expecting something for Christmas, he's never gotten me anything on any holiday since we've been together... Anyways, other day his mom was saying she would like a new vacuum for Christmas because hers broke. Earlier he just asked me how much was the vacuum I bought for us, to buy her me for Christmas. He recently lost his job, but even when he had one he always buys himself things but never had thought of me. It's like I always spend my money on him but he never do anything nice for me.