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I lost my baby girl at 18 weeks on Aug 2nd 2020.. my due date was Jan 3rd 2021. Yesterday I experienced an unbearable pain that felt like I was in labor, it was like my body was telling me it was time. Has anyone ever experienced something like this? I know my cycle isn’t due for another 3 days but the past 4 months I haven’t felt a cycle like this 😑 & I also dreamed about my baby for the first time the same night and woke up crying 😢 *sorry to be all over the place, but this was weird*