Numb to it 😒

As the days go by, months, years.. I’ve grown use to bfn. I don’t even get upset anymore. It still hurts oh so bad but I pretty much expect it now..

It might be too early, maybe we didn’t BD enough, maybe I didn’t ovulate, maybe those drinks on New Years did me in, maybe I’m hormonal for no reason, maybe those French fries and cupcakes I indulged in on my birthday did me in, maybe it’s all my fault my uterus betrays me, and my husband doesn’t feel as attracted to me.. sigh☠️