Man I need to vent there are some beautiful women curvy and I have not had big breast big butt and haven't been stick thin

I used to have a body like Victoria secret model as a teen

But I wasn't skinny enough or curvy it pissed me off

Now I'm overweight and have small breast and ass and I'm looking at women like why do you have a big butt big breast and I don't why!!!

I thought breast and butt were fat so as I gained weight I thought those would also but nope forget about it.

And you know this post is coming from a fun side not serious I look at women and can appreciate the beauty but man I do want that body

Is there anyone who is sizes Medium, Large, xl, plus size that has small breast or butt how do you deal with it since that's popular or how do you deal with not being stick thin either.