I wish af

Would Show already .... so I can start a new cycle.

Well me again y'all ...

Idk whatsgoing on . So lost and frustrated.

Got pos opks feb 5-8

Saw what looked to be implantation bleeding on feb 21-22

Now it's been 2-3 weeks later and nothing.

Got a bfn yesterday.

Now I just wait I guess.

This is all depressing.

No one knows I'm ttc .. I feel guilty because I already have children and would love another.

Call me crazy but i wanted them all to be close in age snd so far they are .

This app is the only way I can vent and let out all my ttc stuff.

Sorry for always posting.

I never have tried before , it has always just happen. Been with the same man for 15 years. Never have used any protection.

Cycles are always irregular and long.

Been using opk but very confusing.