Preggrs and alone

Bela • A wife and a mother .. Charles and William
Since January that me my SO are together we fight me make up ..and it seems that's is always my fault! Yes i confess my attitude stinks sometimes because I suffered domestic violence in a past so now I tend to Overprotect or refuse to submit to anyone I'm pregnant ,and he left . he doesn't even wants to see me anymore ..I'm devasted