Results from Pap smear

So recently my Dr. called me back and said my cells lining my cervix came back abnormal she doesn’t think it’s cancerous, but I’m 12 months she is going to do another Pap smear. You guys don’t know how worried I am. I cried the day of because I was just so scared and didn’t know what to think. I just take it one day at a time, pray, and don’t let the negative out do the bad. My director where I work at is a nurse practitioner and said she has done plenty of Pap smears on young ladies and it has came back fine. I haven’t had my period in 43 days. So I’m not sure what is going on with my body. I know it definitely look like I gained weight and I always look bloated now.