venting ? pls help.

so today my baby daddy told me he got me pregnant on purpose . i’m only 18 and i feel like i that’s something we should have discussed. he already have a baby mama and her baby will be here in 2 months . i don’t know exactly what his plan was but he said he’s going to do his part in the child life and i KIND OF feel like i was forced to live a life i’m not ready to (meaning take care of a child . NOT meaning mentally , physically , or financially.) but then again i feel like i want to keep my child . my mom had me when she was 17 when everyone told her get an abortion but she didn’t and i don’t believe in abortions. i talk to a couple of my friends and they said i do what i have to do when the time comes so i feel like i would be okay to take care of a child also i have my own apartment , car , and i work and i’m a hairstylist but i’m really not sure . can i get you guys thoughts ? thank you