Considering going in for surgery

My ovarian cyst ruptured a few days ago and I was told that the pain should be less today. And it’s not.

I have an abdomen full of blood. I can’t explain to you how bad that hurts. He offered to go in and basically suction out all of the blood in my abdomen but said I could give it a chance to resolve on its own and I opted out for surgery. Then he told me which ER to go to that he has pull at so if my pain gets too bad, a total stranger is not doing my surgery.

I literally can’t, this is too fucking much.

Everything. In my body. Hurts.