Done ttc!

This whole journey of trying to conceive has really taken a toll on me. I officially give up and am putting it in Gods hands. I am not a religious person by any means but I’m guessing this just isn’t my time to be a mother yet. My fiancé and I have been trying for over a year now. I’m convinced that the nexplanon has royally fucked my body up and I am not able to have children. My doctor says everything is fine. So why am I not getting pregnant like everyone else! It’s so discouraging and heartbreaking but I give. Time to take a break. Maybe one day I’ll be a mother.