I seriously can’t believe you

First of all I want to say is that I had no romantic relationship with this person. It was all plutonic. So when I say I “loved” her it’s not romantic at all.

She was my best friend, actually I considered her more like a sister. That girl isn’t a sister. I would say wolf in sheep’s clothing but she’s not worthy of being called a wolf. She’s a fucking worm in a snail shell or some shit.

She is the most self centered, self serving, manipulative lying ass evil bitch I have ever met in my life and I feel like a fucking FOOL for loving her. For being there for her. We were so close that I took care of her when she was sick, I stayed with her and took care of her babies for her while she was sick.

I’ve held her while she had a panic attack. I held her when her heart was broken. She was there for me and held me when I lost a loved one. I always had her back, always. I LOVED her and would have never done anything to wrong her.

I just had a really awful break up from a loooong term relationship and SHE broke my heart more than my ex did. It makes me sick thinking about it.

She was the one there for me when I broke up with him. She came over and helped lift my spirits. She kept me occupied, and kept me laughing. She was always there for me as much as I was for her and the difference is I was genuine and she was a 2 faced liar.

She stabbed me in the front. You know that song by bring me the horizon? Not to be cringey but that shit popped up in my recommended as if youtube knows what’s up. 100% true that true friends stab you in the front.

She tried to turn my whole family against me, but I guess the bitch forgot that it’s MY family and the truth comes to light. I think she was literally jealous of me having a family. Even though we all accepted her as a part of it?

I really can’t go into much detail about what she did because I want to remain anonymous. But I am so fucking hurt. After everything we met up so I could confront her and look her in the face and she would barely make eye contact and then she had the audacity to hug me and tell me she loved me and she was sorry.

I just wanted to throw up. She was the first person I had gotten that close to in a LOOOOONG time. Now I’m literally scared to make friends because this bitch had me fooled STUPID so how do you trust people after that?

It sucks so much when you genuinely love your friends and they turn out like this. It broke my heart and it weighs on me every single day.

I did not know that friends had the ability to destroy you like this. I lost my best friend and my boyfriend like what the fuck. It’s silent now.

And she stole my favorite fucking panties. That’s fucking disgusting who steals someone else’s panties from their panties drawers who the fuck, ew

She can apologize all she wants, but I don’t feel it anymore. You cant walk around damaging people and expect “sorry” to just fix it