Feel like I’m nothing in this world 😞

I’m going through a tough time. This pandemic has made my depression and anxiety worst and what doesn’t help is that I have no one to speak too. No one really knows how I feel. I’ve tried to speak up to my SO but he shows frustration every single time and dismisses me. I live with him and feel like I am so alone 😞. I barely have human interaction. I’m alone. Tried to apply for a job and got turned down. No, I’m not weak. I’m exhausted. I feel like my whole 28 years of life have concluded taking care of others and no one has ever been there for me. I’m tired of not feeling loved and feeling worthless 😔 If I passed out right now, I’d probably die because no one looks for me 😔

I’m sorry if this post sounds depressing. I am. But, I just wanted to anonymously put this out to someone because I have no one 😞