Idk what to think

Im 20 i have been with a lot of men before i regret it but now I’ve been with my current bf for half a year, he’s 23 supposedly Im his first real gf n first girl he’s ever done anything with in person like sexual. A couple of days ago I told him to looks for a message on my phone n he saw a old message from a guy I used to have sex with he had texted me like a month ago saying “i want to taste you again”. Well I guess it bothered him n he said “Wtf why have u been with so many guys”. It really hurt my feelings I feel like a hoe. He knew I had been with a lot of guys before I told him straight up when we first talked. N if I was with a lot of men it’s because I was heartbroken n felt lonely I just wanted to feel loved n I messed up I wish I would’ve waited but that’s my past it just still hurts me that he said that to me.. he apologized tho after bc I cried a little it hurt my feelings he said he didn’t mean it it was just in the heat of the moment.