Long distance SUCKS

1. I’m almost always the one to drive to him

- I can’t blame him cuz I still live w my parents who are always up our asses and he’s on his own. But it would be nice if it was more equal

2. I overthink during the week. Texting is so easy to read things wrong. Or if he leaves me on read awhile and I wonder what he’s doing. I overthink and worry. I do trust him but it’s just my anxiety that he will lose interest in me.

3. When I’m away its like I get used to not being or seeing him. And when that happens I naturally distance myself mentally. I’ve done this with past friends before as well. I cant help it.

Then when I see him on weekends, I get used to seeing him that I miss him lots I’m the beginning of the week.