Whats the point ???

I don’t know.... so my boyfriend idk what to call him at this point just came over to tell me we need a break. Things lately have been really rocky. Honestly I’m not the type of person for a break. It’s either we work shit together or we don’t. I don’t get breaks. He told me we will still be boyfriend/girlfriend. We just need time apart so we can think things clearly stop pointing the finger at each other. Focus on improving ourselves but I believe we can do that together what’s the point of break ??? Anyways we had a camping trip planned out with his family around my birthday. I’m super close with his mom. He just told me if I’m going still. I told him honestly I don’t think I am. It’s going to be hard to act like everything is okay. It’s just hard for me to act like we are not in a break especially if his son is around. His son is 5 years old. He’s always seeing us so loving and everything. I don’t want us to argue in front of him or his son putting us in awkward situation. His always telling him how she’s mine not yours. I love her more than you do ! Just sweet things to play around. As you can tell I’m just extremely close to his family. He wants me to go. Also he mentioned how yes we are going to be driving to the destination on my birthday but his mom planned something once we get there. I just don’t know what to do honestly.

I’m 100% sure there isn’t another woman. One he doesn’t have time for another woman lol. Second he’s one those rare guys. The problems we are having is due to me but I’m in denial about everything.