Dread sex with boyfriend...

Idk what to do anymore... I started a new birth control a few months ago and it has absolutely destroyed my sex drive. Like completely killed it to the point where I never, ever am in the mood.

My boyfriend and I went from having sex a few times a week to barely ever now because I'm never in the mood. He was already complaining that we don't have enough sex but now it's even worse...

Before any of this, I already didn't want to have sex that much because it really just wasn't that enjoyable... My boyfriend has only ever made me orgasm one time. He started feeling so shitty about himself that I just started faking it to make him feel better. I know that's wrong, but I am constantly too much in my own head to let somebody else give me an orgasm.

What can I do... We got into a fight last night because he wanted sex, and I didn't but I felt bad because we haven't had sex in over a week so I said fine. He kept fucking around and it was getting late and I go, "So are we having sex or what??" Which I shouldn't have said... He got upset and goes, "Thanks for treating giving me affection and showing me love like a chore."

I feel like a POS... I already explained to him that my birth control and other meds have destroyed my sex drive. I've tried other birth control methods and they have had other side effects I couldn't deal with. I'm at a loss and I now dread every time we have sex because he's right... it DOES feel like a chore and I don't enjoy it at all... someone please help me out here😞