Devastating news

My insurance just mailed back some paperwork. They have denied my request for a fertility treatment! Reasoning was it is not medically necessary. Im so angry and devastated!! I want to scream. After I used a birth control device that became banned and was major law suit against the company that made it, And that almost got me a Hysterectomy at the age of 24! After I was told I wouldn't be able to have children natrually. After that pain and suffering they deny my fertility treatment! Im crushed my hopes are ctushed, my soul is crushed. But everything happens for a reason right? Maybe this wasn't ment for me. Maybe this is gods way of telling me it's time to give up.