Guilty…

When I got pregnant with my second baby I just had no connection with the baby like I did my first… I felt upset that I was pregnant again and just bothered… And part of me thinks I felt that way bc my first pregnancy was so difficult for me.. but now I cannot love my little baby enough and feel so guilty ever feeling that way.

I’ll literally go through anything to have a healthy baby again and now i’m so scared and stressed that i’m going to lose this baby.. I am almost 14 weeks now. My anxiety is awful. i’m terrified of something horrible happening. I had 2 previous losses before my first. And I tried everything to think positive but these thoughts keep reappearing. I just wish they’d go away. 😭

Anyone else feel this way?! did you do anything that actually helped?