Feeling alone

Do you ever really feel like nobody cares about you at all? Like you are just there for their needs. Because I’m starting to feel like this constantly and it’s making me want to freak out. I don’t have my parents, my boyfriend and I barely talk and he’s always preoccupied, my best friend moved and she and I don’t talk let alone see each other when she does visit. I’m kinda just over everything. It’s making me want to be completely alone. Because yes we are all adults and have things going on but I always make time for them, I always support and love them but it’s never the same for me. I’m tired of everything🥺🥺.