IUI#2

We did our 2nd IUI on July 30th, so now I'm 14dpt and 12 dpiui. My doc asked me to test on 13th and if it's negative asked me stop progesterone tabs. I have occasional nausea and cramps and boobs are not sore this time. I usually have sore boobs before period. But, I'm not confident that I could be pregnant and extremely scared to test because I can't handle another negative. My husband and I, have had a rough year with his mom's cancer diagnosis, treatment and our infertility. At this point, I'm so vulnerable (could be because of meds as well) and so tired. Only thing I am doing right now is pray to god every single day. I reached a point where I don't see a future ahead without pregnancy.

Edit: tested today and it's bfn😑