I've been through alot as a young adult. People often talk about their life as a journey but have or could you ever consider it to be something totally different. I'm just so confused and not happy with myself because of all the trauma I've been through. I try and go to hospital but the staff there don't really care for patients. Everything is with no strings attached. It's like 'out of sight, out of mind'.

I don't know what to do but I've resulted in self harming and when my parents found out they said I was immature for doing that. But in reality I think it's a sign of strength and a way to regain control over my body.

I've just been through so much and there's no way I can fight back. I don't know what's going to happen to me.

I was continuously raped for almost a year and bashed at the same time. I just want all the pain to stop. I wish it never happened because I never asked for it. I was just vulnerable and a good target at the time. But considering all things it's changed my whole life.