I’m super depressed. I know it’s post partum but it’s been 14 months... I thought I was feeling better but I’m really not. Relationship issues, money issues, family issues, everyone’s expectations, self care, taking care of the kids and being the best mom I can is daunting and it’s all piling up on me.. I’ve reached out to multiple family members and friends... no one seems to have much to offer in the way of company, time, companionship or support.. all the offer is a short convo over messenger or text. They don’t even pick up if I call.

I know it’s a dark time for me and others just don’t want to have to deal with it or listen to me “complain” but I just want a friend... I just want a connection... I’m drowning