Am I Overeacting??

I’m 8 weeks postpartum. I’m pretty sure I’m in deep PP depression. On top of that doctor gave me the Depo shot so I wouldn’t get pregnant. Started bleeding MORE than I did after giving birth and then my PP blues got worse.

Anyway… I’ve been on maternity leave since the moment I gave birth. My work never did a baby shower for me, so I thought ok I guess it’s not something they do. My work emails me, stating they want me to attend my coworkers surprise baby shower. Mind you he’s a Guy and his wife doesn’t even work there.

At first I was like cool, I love all new babies coming into the world so I bought tons of diapers and a baby swing a really good one. But my mind can’t help but to go to.. hey I’m a woman and most of my co workers are female.. it’s my first baby they all know this but like do they not care about me?? I am their Boss but still it hurts/stings that no one brought a send me off gift or even a card. I still have access to my emails, HR announced my baby, I didn’t ask them to. No one said congrats or welcome. Nothing. So I’m very blue and just like I’ll still give my gift to the guy, but I feel like no one cares about my baby or welcoming him. If I go to the surprise baby shower I’ll just be more sad afterwards.

Im probably just overreacting right??