So back in august like the last days I had left my bfs house bc I was feeling lonely he wouldn’t really pay much attention to me and I had already been telling him for a while how I was feeling but he didn’t do anything about it. Ever since I found out I was pregnant in July I feel like that’s when he started being distant but idk why if he’s the one who wanted a baby. But anyways I haven’t lived with him since then we were living at his parents im 20 he’s 22. I’ve been telling him the only way we can be together is if we’re living together because I’m already 4 months and I don’t wanna be in a relationship with him and living separately it just feels weird. One day he says ok I’ll bring you back n then the next day he starts saying oh just wait a couple of months for me to get a place but you have to help me out too. Or he says you’re the one who left idk why you left I never told you to you had a bed n everything now you’re sleeping on a couch. I’m like wtf I feel like he doesn’t wanna take me back bc if he did he would’ve done it already. Idk what to do.. n also i am planning to get a job to make some money but I just hate sleeping alone and not living with him especially since im pregnant but when I tell him that he’s like well then why’d you leave.. am I wrong for wanting to live together again.??

Update: we’ve talked about our relationship and he says he does want to be with me and have our family together but that he can’t get a place asap that I have to wait but I’m like ok so why can’t I go back to your house like before that’s what I don’t understand.. he wants me to wait until he gets his own place and I know for sure that won’t happen soon because he has no credit and he’s just getting back on his feet he was kinda broke these past months… but the thing is I don’t want to wait I don’t wanna be alone I see him probably every two weeks now and I don’t want that especially since I’m pregnant now

I’ve been looking for a job and applying no one has called im ready to work but I’m also high risk during this pregnancy I get seizures randomly

I also need to save up a little to buy a car bc I have nothing and need one asap 😭

@Sophie Yes I’m pregnant and got my own apartment today since he didn’t get his dumbass up and get one for us instead is paying 2k a month for a sports car he almost got repoed.! Don’t feel sorry for me don’t need you to.