Friend Made Fun of Me

Tonight I was hanging out with some girlfriends and the topic got onto sex and relationships. We were all asking each other questions and I shared that I lost my virginity in January of this year at 18 and just got my first boyfriend a couple months ago at 19 (not randomly just answering the presented questions). One of my friends, we’ll call her C, literally burst out laughing and asked me what was wrong with me and why did it take me so long to accomplish those milestones. I tried to laugh it off and said I don’t know and she just said “Aw that’s so weird. Poor you.” I immediately felt horrible and was literally blinking back tears. I finally thought of an excuse to get home and left the restaurant about five minutes later.

I’m currently at home bawling my eyes out. I always felt bad that I was a late bloomer and it was always something I despised about myself. It was something I would literally cry about all the time and ask my mom why no one liked me. C saying what she said just brought back all those memories and now I don’t even wanna see that group of friends again. I’m so embarrassed and ashamed.