Im tired of being strong

I am so tired today…my loneliness is sinking in…and all my pain is starting to suffocate me…my arms are weak from reaching out for love and my heart is starved and hurt right now…it’s that actual feeling of heart break I have right now…and I’m just helpless…don’t wanna say it but I am…my throat is closing thru the day on and off and I can’t find any strength to fight the feeling I have…my head is hanging low and i I feel unappreciated today…not important..a little crazy and like I asked for everything that has happened…