6 days late, bfn.

Jen

On cycle day 39, it’s a bfn. Normally AF arrives on day 33 every time on dot. Tested this morning for the first time. Bfn. Feeling so disheartened. Trying first time. It’s been 9 months TTC now. I am 38YO. Feels like I am in a boat in the middle of nowhere alone. What’s happening?