Did you regret it?

Did any of you wait until marriage and then regret it?

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I waited until marriage. I loved him with all of my heart. But he eventually decided I wasn't enough.

Now I just don't know what the point was. If we had had sex before marriage I would still have been devastated, but maybe I wouldn't have made a life long commitment to someone who wouldn't stay with me. Maybe I wouldn't have settled just because I was blind in love.

The Bible says fornication is a sin, but it also says it's not good for man to be alone. Better to marry than to burn. I waited, but I'm still alone and I still burn.

Sometimes I just don't understand.

I'm tired. I'm lonely. And I'm alone.

Note: it's been three years. Time doesn't heal all wounds, it just numbs the nerves that feel the pain. And I can't see the point of dating when my heart can't let go of the last one.