Breast augmentation with own fat

Do you think it is bad to do this surgery? I was never a person to believe in surgery or altering the body but since weaning, my breasts are smaller than size A. I have nothing other than a nipple. While breastfeeding, I had an A cup and if I was so full it would almost look like a small B. My breasts grew bigger due to my enlarged milk ducts and I was blessed with so much milk but with weaning, they reduced and my breasts disappeared. Having that comparison and tasting how comfortable I was in my body while I was breastfeeding just has gotten a grip of me. Am not doing this for any man nor do I go around showing my body. I know my husband would even object. But i want to do this for myself. Am miserable. I know the bible says we shouldn't look for physical adornment. But even without surgery, I find myself getting insecure to even go out. I have struggled for more than 15 years with this insecurity but it just got harder after getting breasts I liked. Even in a bra they look flat if am not wearing sth super tight. Eitherway with or without surgery, I can't help but wish them to be a little bigger. I read about adding my fat from my own body and they say it is permanent, also the increase is so small it might be at most a size bigger. So if I did the surgery I would have size A. Still small but at least I would have breasts. Am not looking to achieve the worldly standard of sexy breasts. I just want to feel a little more feminine. Anyway. My chances of being a candidate are low because I don't even have fat to take from another part. I do plan on trying my best to get fatter but I have tried for years nothing. Also exercises haven't seemed to help. Some days I feel like it is my own fat so I would be almost like women who naturally have their bodies depositing fat in their breasts, mine don't, but on the other hand I have to face the fact that I would be doing this to myself and it is not a natural process.

What do you think about this?