My boyfriend isnt what i want in bed sexually - TMI language😳💋

That sounds terrible to write. And i feel awful. We have an amazing relationship and were very much in love. In 2 years i can remember all of the best sex weve had. He takes care of me great, so do i. Hes an amazing partner. We’ve had some great nights for sure, but hes not as sexual as i am.

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I keep getting flashbacks of old sex partners or guys ive fucked, and how great and amazing the sex was (they were terrible men otherwise, just great sex) and i wish my boyfriend would fuck me that way sometimes and just be more into it. Like i want him to be horny and want sex all the time and want to fuck me and treat me like a lil slut, but he doesnt. He blames it on age, but ive fucked men older than him. When i was 21, i had sex with a fit ex marine 34 year old he was tattooed on his arms, huge dick, and was freaky JUST how i like it. I only had sex with him twice tho because his personality was trash. I think my boyfriend is the sexiest ever but maybe his insecurities get in the way. Like sometimes he wont even take off his shirt during sex, and idk how i feel about it anymore. I just want him to be wild. Our best sex weve ever had was when i was ridiculously 12/10 horny and rode his dick like crazy and did everything to make myself feel good. And we would go 5 rounds in 1 night. So weve had good sex, its just rare. How do i get it out of him again?!?! Its only happened a handful of times, and he overthinks a lot (so do i) so i feel like this prevents us from a bomb sex life, because we both are overthinking too much during.

Also my ex before him, we had wild sex too, like we would do crazy things.. i dont even want to mention. and when he would eat me out he would just dig his face in me and bury himself in my juices and i remember having orgasms upside down in the air when he lifted me up and cumming every time. My current boyfriend, just has never done anything like that. How can i introduce things like this to him?? Or will he never change..

Im watching Sex Life on Netflix and i feel just like the wife/ mother in the movie. (Im also a mother)