I keep hoping

So, I am 39. I have not felt like I am more stressed than everyday life. I am going on 11 days late and most I have ever missed was 1 or two days.Last period was April 27th. 2 weeks after my period I had what I thought could have been my period, but it was only a small bloody mucus streak on toilet paper. So I think I possibly ovulated that week.We did bd every other day that week and all May. I took a pregnancy test at 6 days passed my period due date and it was negative. I have had some weird cravings and nauseated and twinges of cramps that make me feel I am going to start any minute. At this point I just wish either a bfp would pop up. Or in worst case, I get my period so I can try again. Is there anyone who has been this late with a bfn and found out they were pregnant? I go to my obgyn on the 9th, but I am looking for some hope.