I’m losing my mind

I have two toddlers and a baby and they’re all working my nerves I feel like I’m about to lose my shit my life revolves around children and that is it I have no other forms of communication in my life and their dad is always gone and I am going fucking crazy and it doesn’t help that the little one wants to be latched on my tits all day and the other two are fighting every chance they get in my son wines for everything I swear people say stay at home mom‘s got it easy but this is the worst fucking job there is at points and times and I just keep waiting for it to get easier but it’s never going to happen I know I’m not the only one that feels this way please don’t make me be the only one who can admit it