don't know what to do.

So I'm a mom of a young kid, stepmom of 3 (pre)teens, in the process of getting ready to seperate from my narcissistic partner.

currently I'm not on birth control, but my partner has had a vasectomy (which is why I am not on birth control)

now my period is late..

I had cramping on the day before my period (as I had when I was pregnant) and later no sign of period (as with my pregnancy) I'm also extremely exhausted all the time (as with my pregnancy)

I didn't have sex with anyone other than my partner.

I am afraid to do a pregnancy test because I am in a relationship with a narcissistic guy who had had a vasectomy....