Sad post

So I just found out I’m pregnant, we aren’t together because of so many reason that we just come to eachothers lives here and there and this month was one of them. We were seeing eachother a lot this month and was hoping we can actually get together. But our past problems kept getting the best of both of us. That we would end up throwing it eachothers faces about it. We stopped talking last Friday and I was due for my period. I felt off and decided to take a pregnancy test. I took it and boom! I’m pregnant. I told him that I’m expecting and the first thing he does is tell me he doesn’t want me to have his baby. That I already have two kids and to focus on them instead. I agreeed and just let him know that I will be going to the doctors this Monday so I can proceed with an medical abortion. I ended up texting him this Friday night that I missed him and he was so upset he sent me messages saying how much he doesn’t like me and that he doesn’t want me to have his baby , I don’t understand why he’s being so mean when I’m going through this. It’s already hard for me to deal that I’m pregnant and will have to do an abortion I don’t really want to do because I feel bad for doing it. But I really can’t have 3 kids all on my own I’m just so sad and need a support group over this because I have to end the pregnancy.