I am a stay at home mom to 2 kids and have been married for 8 years. My husband is from a different state and he grew up with farm life. We live in Southern California, In a modest but nice track home that we have completely redone because it was built in 1970. I dream about leaving everyday and living a different life. A house with land and chickens and horses. I grew up in SoCal but on land with horses and farm life. I could never afford that now here. My oldest is in a great school, my husband has a great job, I get to be a stay at home mom and we are doing ok financially, considering where we live and on one income. I just can’t get it out of my mind. It’s like my bones ache to leave. I want seasons and my boys running around outside with the dogs. But we are stuck and all our family lives here. Why can’t I just appreciate what I have? Has anyone been through this?