To leave he says things like, “is this a joke? Please tell me it’s a joke. You know that’s not going to happen.” Then he just laughs it off like he thinks me trying to leave is nothing serious. It goes quiet for a minute and he just keeps repeating how much I want to leave him and makes me feel bad if I try to stand up for myself. Sometimes says things like he wants to go psycho on me and that he could one day do whatever he wanted to with me. He yells at me to the top of his lungs telling me to shut my fucking mouth and that i don’t have a right to say anything when he’s speaking. I’m afraid to tell anyone around me what’s happening so I’ve distanced myself a lot. He also has fantasies about r@0ing me. F(19),M(27)

note: I wanted to add, if I refuse any sort of sexual activity he will become impatient, yell, and belittle me for being a woman.