Husband

There’s something wrong with me. I hate when my husband notices someone attractive. He’s nice to everyone around him, sometimes overly nice, and idk I just feel like some women may take that further. Or I will be by myself, see an attractive female, and get really sad that my husband probably would love to look at her and/or possibly be with someone else and be happier.

I had a baby 8mo ago so of course my body image isn’t the greatest. I’ve gained weight and haven’t lost any of it yet.

In the past 3-4 yrs ago, I did catch him talking to other women and liking very inappropriate nude photos of women online.

I hate myself and I feel so insecure ever since then.