BFN but not convinced!

Jessica
AF is supposed to visit 1-3 of feb. But I have this feeling she won't be showing up! I'm fatigued, more trips to the bathroom and I have gas! A little over a week ago I found a huge glob of creamy white cm (SORRY!) which I googled to be a sign. I keep getting BFN! but I am also using equate brand...? I'm just not convinced! Any thoughts? Help me!