The waiting and not knowing is killing me!  DH and I have been trying since oct. I know it's not that long but it seems like a lifetime. I have two boys from a previous relationship and had no trouble with them.  
​We've had a couple of times where we thought we were but then af shows up. Now, af was due between the 30 and 3 .  I had some super light spotting on the first and second but nothing since. Have taken 2 hpt but both were bfn, the last one being last night.  I know it's still a little early but it's still frustrating not knowing for sure!  I plan on testing again next weekend.  Hoping for a bfp and the lil girl we've been dreaming of.