12 days late last test was bfn :'(

I really.want a baby a have been praying everyday that I'm late that I'm pregnant. But idk I don't wanna get my hopes up. Last test was a week ago gonna get one today and hope.for the best. My bellys bloated lower back hurting sore nipples.and yellowish fluid coming from.them. I'm hoping and praying I don't wanna be disappointed.