Impatiently waiting ✨✨?

So I went off my bc pill in September had my regular bleeding during the placebo week as usual and now I should have had AF on the 8th as my normal cycle on the pill was 28 days now I am 2 days late and bfn on tests! I just want AF to come so I can start a new cycle or by miracle a BFP !! Not even sure if i ovulated although I felt like I was!! Trying to stay positive and be grateful that I am at this point in my life ???✨✨✨??