Lonely

My husband has been in for a year and a half. We've been married since April of this year. I moved to a different state to live with him, which I know is normal. I'm not far from "home", but money's tight so visiting isn't always possible. I miss my family and being around people, instead of being by myself while he's at work. I've been looking for a job since I moved, and just started online school. Unfortunately because I have a past, I haven't been hired anywhere. I feel like a bum that's living off of her Husband. Am I the only one that gets these feelings?